Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Can you keep a secret

I hate keeping secrets. I’m always excited when someone tells me they’re secrets but it eats away at me and I just want to tell people. Some secrets are harder to keep then others. The secrets I also want to blab to the world are exciting ones but I just wait patiently as it eats away at me until the day I can tell everyone. I know lots of random secrets some about me, family and friends and I always find it interesting why some secrets are kept. My current secret I’m ready to blab to this lovely blog here because I know I will get support from the few amazing people that actually read what I write. I really want to do a big long post about it but I don’t know what is holding me back and I don’t know why this thing has so much control over who I am. I hate it. I wish I never would have learned about my secret. I know it is nothing to be embarrassed about but that doesn’t make it any easier. So what about you? Are you good about keeping secrets? Do you keep secrets from your blog? This is a very personal space and you can choose what you want to write about but what if the only thing you want to write about you are not ready for your family and friends to know. It sucks. I can’t be the only person in the world that has reactions similar to this. How do you cope? How do you deal with it?

5 comments:

Brooke said...

i share everything. probably too much.

and now you have me very curious!!

Mariah said...

killing me! I'm actually good at keeping secrets but I always disclaimer "Like secret for no one or can I tell kalon" because I have a hard time keeping things from Kalon (even if he won't care and really he doesn't really talk to anyone about anything but I like telling him stuff)

TracyS. said...
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TracyS. said...

totally dying to know and have been for months! I can keep a secret! I keep them from my blog because I don't blog about me... maybe we could start a secret keeping blog together?! Wouldn't that be fun. Seriously though, I think you will feel so free when you say your secret and know that I LOVE YOU no matter what you say.

Dahlia said...

Secrets have their place. Some things are personal and don't have to be shared.
But then again, if you're feeling all alone. Sharing can help you find a support group, and find that you are really not all alone!
We Love you!